Today I am grateful of having 2 sales girls walking around the whole men department in Jusco, Puchong in search of a plain white t-shirt.

They could see the desperate look in my face and signal their other workmates to search for that white t-shirt.

They managed to look for the items I needed and I am truly blessed to have these people when I needed them.

is a day that I am grateful to have home cooked meal cooked unexpected by my sister-in-law.

To that I am greatly grateful. Thank you.

This past few days have been nerved wreaking in one way or another. Been extremely busy over the last weeks as my brother has been away from Malaysia and my assistance was much needed at home for my dear nephews. Which explain why I have yet to get over to Sharron’s parent’s house to pass over the bank card as I’ve been rushing from home to work and back and the schedule all seems to mess things up. It would be kind of akward ringing your house’s doorbell at 5.30am when I get off from work but then going to your house in the mid afternoon or evening was just too much for me to wake up as I’ll be dead tired from all the training done in the office. I’m sorry about that sharron and I hope you’ll understand. I did give your brother a call about it to inform and I promise that I’ll drop it by this week. Yes before Christmas!

Lately I’ve been down and to take the feelings away, I suddenly had a new way of drawing emotions away by drowning myself with books. I’m starting to amaze myself with the amount of books I have read and I’ve read 4 books already and each book consist around 400 pages and the last book was around the 1000 pages plus and I figured to myself when I would possibly finish all these. I’m not really a bookwormed but more of a magazine reader myself. So I’m pretty much shocked at the amount of reading and somehow I pick a liking towards it. I guess I’m more of a sucker for romance novels. It makes me imagine how the writers express about their characters in the story. I really like it.

Could anybody recommend me more romance novels? the good ones. the 4 books I had was recommended by a friend and I just took the first book and read it and I simply could not put it down, so I had to borrow the other 3 more to satisfy my lust into the books. Now I completed it and I love the ending but somehow a little disattisfied that the end of it. I debated in my mind of how it could have ended or even continued. LOL!

Alright… Birthday shoutouts…

Cousin Ching Mei… 6 / 12 / 2008 - Happy Birthday! You Know I love you and sorry about the late posting here as I’m been… you pretty much know why…. Anyway… You know I love you…

Julie’s birthday today - 22 / 12 / 2008 - Happy birthday. Hope you have a great birthday and lots of love!

Weddings,

Been invited for 2 weddings… was a little surprise on the invitations but would love to attend to see her wedding. I just may have a little few obstacles that I may have to encounter on the wedding but I’ll most probally going to show a peace sign or sign a truce letter but anyway, if the person hates me, I pretty much can’t do much about it, it wasn’t my fault in the first place. So I’m just going to walk in, finish the dinner and walk out in one piece.

Oh my, I can’t believe I wrote that much… anyway… Toodles…

In my very own world
I feel I’m deeply lost
As life is different now
In every direction I look

I find myself pondering
deep in my very own thoughts
Of the many things in my life
To the very extend of
Of the many little details

The things I want to change
Physically & mentally in me
The places I want to travel
Soaking & getting lost into
The culture and the serenity

Friends that I once knew
Which I loved & grew fond of
Now seem like a lost distant memory
I’m sorry if I hurt your feelings
I’m trying my best in making my amends

Please don’t resent me
I’m trying if you could see
so could you do me a favor
for me to make it up to you?

Day to day is harder
How I wish I could sleep
and shake off all
the horror & nightmares
that’s comes to me

I’m more reserved now
more then I ever
and I should be

My god… the food portion… so… not… worth… it… at… all..

and…

If I ever date a supermodel, I’ll bring her to that restaurant that I ate in puchong yesterday.

I would like to have a bed please and with air cond also hor.

Working on all American timing is hell when you have not slept the whole day…

This is definitely going to be a long night. I can feel it on my spine already.